melodies of autumn

i'm supposed to be happy today...but i'm not....it's so simple yet too complicated to explain. i feel...dead...i just want to lie down and stay unmoving. yeye forwarded something to the solidfoursix mailing list. it's nice... "Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga unang taon ng dekada '90. Ito ang panahong uso pa ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa ang new millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman old fashioned. Saktong-sakto lang! Ito siguro yung mga chilhood days nyo.... Ito ang panahon natin. Pero pano mo malalaman kung kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito? Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if you're one of us. R U? 1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man, Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man at kung ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog. Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko

yeay! i finished enrolling for the second sem yesterday...^^ i'm so happy. ^^ at long long last, i'm done...^^ and what's cool is my pe's streetdancing! yeay! a dream come true! ^^ downside though is that i have a crappy schedule. mondays i go to school at 7 and go home at 4. tuesdays, i have only one class, from 10-11. then wednesdays, i only have one class too, which is pe, from 9-11. then thursdays i go to school at 7 then go home at 5:30. then fridays, i'm at school 7am-7pm. then i have saturday classes from 10-4. urgh... anways, my friends and i got a studio pic two days ago and i turned out quite well. ^^ to think that we didn't prepare so we looked pretty normal but it turned out great. ^^ i love pictures...^^ hm...my target average for all my grades this coming sem is 2.0. a part of me believes i can do it. a part of me thinks i'll most prolly slack off and then i'd get mediocre grades again (but i would deserve that in that case). *sigh