melodies of autumn

i feel so honored to be the few (the one and only actually) to be entrusted with the information edward has supplied to me. he has entrusted me with the identity of his crush, an information worth keeping for the sake of your pride. i'm honored. though, i can't tell even here, who that person is. i'd be breaking the promise i've given edward and i'd be breaking his trust. not to worry, some of my friends would prolly know who she is. for now, let us call her star i think star is even a dead giveaway... i'm happy for edward though he might have a hard time pursuing star, if he decides to pursue her. but, i hope that whatever happens, edward and star and the unknowing third party (how can they be so blind and dense? *sweatdrop*) will be happy with whatever decisions they come to. i just hope that edward doesn't go too unnoticed by star. that would be dreadful. i really hope edward is happy at the end. he deserves it. :) >>>daal_24<&

i just heard this song from one of my cd's and i feel in love with the lyrics...^^ i didn't know who sang it at first but after searching, i finally found it...^^ I Don't Wanna Aaliyah Yeahhh.... Mmmm-hmm..... Whoaaaa.... Oooh yea... [1] I don't wanna be... Be without you, be without you I don't wanna live... Live without you, live without you I don't wanna go... Go without you, go without you I don't wanna be alone [2] When we hooked up we sat down Made an agreement, we vowed that That we'd always be together through whatever We said that no one would ever get between us This love would never ever leave us That was a while ago But now lately it feels like I mean I feel like all we do is fight Every single night Can't make it tight, can't get it right I just wanna go back, take it way back All the way back, can we start again Do it over, can we straighten it out Can we work it out, cuz... I don't wann

i'm supposed to be happy today...but i'm not....it's so simple yet too complicated to explain. i feel...dead...i just want to lie down and stay unmoving. yeye forwarded something to the solidfoursix mailing list. it's nice... "Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga unang taon ng dekada '90. Ito ang panahong uso pa ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa ang new millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman old fashioned. Saktong-sakto lang! Ito siguro yung mga chilhood days nyo.... Ito ang panahon natin. Pero pano mo malalaman kung kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito? Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if you're one of us. R U? 1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man, Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man at kung ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog. Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko

yeay! i finished enrolling for the second sem yesterday...^^ i'm so happy. ^^ at long long last, i'm done...^^ and what's cool is my pe's streetdancing! yeay! a dream come true! ^^ downside though is that i have a crappy schedule. mondays i go to school at 7 and go home at 4. tuesdays, i have only one class, from 10-11. then wednesdays, i only have one class too, which is pe, from 9-11. then thursdays i go to school at 7 then go home at 5:30. then fridays, i'm at school 7am-7pm. then i have saturday classes from 10-4. urgh... anways, my friends and i got a studio pic two days ago and i turned out quite well. ^^ to think that we didn't prepare so we looked pretty normal but it turned out great. ^^ i love pictures...^^ hm...my target average for all my grades this coming sem is 2.0. a part of me believes i can do it. a part of me thinks i'll most prolly slack off and then i'd get mediocre grades again (but i would deserve that in that case). *sigh

Misplaced Priorities can Misled a Nation "He who can take no interest in what is small will take false interest in what is great." John Ruskin Jasmine Trias visited the Philippinesvery recently. Everyone was agog waiting to welcome her. The excitement was remarkable as the media and many of our "kababayans" flocked to the airport to see her. This scenario is typical of Filipinos. Sadly, it reflects our country's misplaced priorities. Contest of the Mind. Another young girl came back to the country just a couple of weeks ago. Her name is Faye (not her real name for very sensitive reasons). Unknown to her countrymen, this eleven year old girl brought honor to the Philippines . She represented the country in the Intercontinental Science Quiz Net in Australia . Out of 57 countries represented, Faye garnered First Place for the Philippines . Germany came in second while the United States came in third. In start contrast to the hooplah extended to

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i had so much fun at the fair at my old high school, st. paul college pasig, last night. it was so so so so so so so so so so so (i think you get my point ^^) much FUN last night at the variety show. ^^ not only because the show kicked ass, but also because it's the first time in a looooooooong time that i spent time with the pop peeps and i sooooooooo miss them! anyways, the variety show started with a performance by the preschoolers after the singing of the pambansang awit by MAC. after that, the grade school faculty gave their performance. then there was a fashion show called couture 2004 and i went on commenting on the models and their clothes (i couldn't help it! i'm sorry!). i mean, it is a fashion show and fashion shows are supposed to help you appreciate a certain style of clothes or wearing clothes or mixing up clothes. if the models can't project the clothes well, then they wouldn't make good models. i expect models to be able to bring the clothes he/s

life is so...complicated. actually, it is more than just complicated. it is so complex that there is just no word to describe it. according to the second law of thermodynamics, natural processes tend to move to a state of greater disorder. maybe the second law of thermodynamics talks about life to because whatever we do, things really never become less complicated. any event that happens to us only makes our lives more complicated, whether we realize it or not. i really think we should change the line "life is a rollercoaster" because, you know what, i don't think it is. maybe we can rephrase it to "life is a hurricane" or something like that. why am i even writing all that? i'm WAY off topic. actually, i'm not. life IS complicated. everyone we meet makes life complicated. this one person made my life more complicated than it already is. just that fact that i'm affected by what's happened to her when i'm not even supposed to know is

Dream Guy Survey (more like 'really long dream guy survey') > hair colour: um...black or really dark brown > eye colour: black or really dark brown > height: taller than me but not too tall...don't want to get stiff neck... :P > six pack: rather not...i'd like him fit but not THAT fit... > piercings: nope...no piercings please... > big butt or little: medium? > teeth: straight, gapped, or with braces: um...don't care? as long as they're clean... > outgoing or shy: outgoing or shy depending on the environment... > sarcastic or sincere: sincere with a tinge of sarcasm... :P > should he have a best friend: not really should...i don't care if he does or doesn't... > should he have a lotta of guy friends: not really should...if he has lots of guy friends then that's fine with me... > should he love his mother:love not only his mum but all of his family members... > should he be older: not r

*big sigh of relief* i was able to finish my cs55 finals project for ms. alib at last. i had a hard time making the summations page because i had to keep making images for it. anyways, at least i'm done and that's one deadline off my list. wanna see it? it's about sequences and summations . there's a link for the whole cs55 curriculum we took with ms. alib at the etc. bar. now, i only have my math finals tomorrow (which i really have to pass or else) and my cs55 mp's which i still have to start on. damn. i hope i can do this. i'm getting too tired but at least i'm getting there. just a few more daal. just keep holding on. got only 'til tomorrow or thursday, whenever you get to finish the mp's, and then it's sembreak. on the good side, i was able to read a new fanfic from songbirdjen and i have to say it was very entertaining. ^^ i just love reading songbirdjen's works. ^^ they're all so cool and fun to read. they're not

i'm so soo happy! very very happy! i don't care about my physics exam, everything is all right in the world! yes yes yes! i may be crazy! but who cares? i'm happy! know why? wanna know why? i'll tell you why! i passed my cs12 mp!!! actually, not only that. I PASSED CS12!!! yup yup yup! all that work paid off! i'm happy and content. now i only have remaining exams for bio10, cs55 and math74, and the physics51 finals to worry about. my hopes are high! i know i'll pass! i will survive this sem! *starts singing and dancing in joy* well, got to go! god bless! >>>daal_24<<<

well, i actually just wanted to get something off of my chest. it was something cheri told me. i wanted to know and so now i know. i'm kind of wishing i didn't know. i'm not mad. i'm not sad. i'm just confused. cheri told me that he sort of cheated on mai. i think mai knew. well, that's what i understood from him. it wasn't exactly cheating, but still. the whole point is he was able to do that. i don't really know how to react. how did i react when he told me? i cried. i'm scared, that's why i cried. not my fault. i scared he might do that again. i feel like i would lose him. i don't want to lose him. i love him. now, im sure i've lost all doubt in my love for cheri. i really truly don't want to lose him. now i feel guilty for sounding like i doubt cheri's love for me. it's not like i want to. i don't want to doubt him. i love him. and i know he loves me. oh well. i hope i just forget everything. i need to

okiez...i gave up on my mp...all i know is that, i'm happy that i passed something...even though that it doesn't work that well...oh well...at least there's something...^^ and anyways, it almost works...it's something near to it works...^^0 i was able to finish my bio lab take home exam and i'm so happy...i need to make up for the last exam we had...stupid frogs.... well, still have a lot more to go but at least i'm almost done with this sem...i'm gonna be so happy to be able to survive this sem...can't afford to fail...my mum will have my neck if i do... well, got to go...still have to continue studying for my physics exam tomorrow (not like i'll be able to answer anything again...^^0)... god bless...^^ >>>alexa<<< ps...after today...i'll be referring to myself by my real name...it's time to be me again...^^

i'm still cramming... think i'll just post stuff tomorrow... need to do stuff fast... laterz... >>>alexa<<<

the downside to college and having to take classes for only a semester is that i tend to cram more requirements for more subjects more than i should...i think i need to take focusing lessons..is there even such a thing? if there is, i'll need to take the whole course...from basic to expert...darn... i miss cheri...i wonder how he's doing...i wonder if he misses me too... well, got to go...god bless! >>>alexa<<<

here's the start of a story i'm writing...^^ it's weird but i like it...^^ Her name meant beauty and she was an embodiment of it. She not only had physical beauty, she held inner beauty as well. And if it wasn't for one minor detail, she would've been perfect. Adara has an extremely low self-esteem. She never thought of herself as beautiful. Even though most people told her that she was, she could just never find it in herself to believe them. Adara spent most of her time writing. Everytime she would start writing, she seemed lost to the world. It was difficult to catch her attention. She spent more time writing than she did hanging out with her friends. She preferred to stay home and write rather than leave the house. But at times, she would go to the mall or the park just to get inspiration. Because of this, most thought of her as weird. But it never bothered Adara that people thought of her as queer. Actually, she even took it as a compliment. "It'

i'm soooooo relieved that there are no classes today....^^ i'm supposed to have two exams today and i wasn't able to study well for my bio 10 lecture exam and i don't think i can asnwer my math exam properly with the thought of possibly failing bio exam because i wan't able to study well for it. i'm soooooo annoyed at sir tj! he gave us five messages to decode and the last two questions he gave me required that i guess the keys. i emailed my answers to him anyways though it's past the deadline. i just want to show him that i was able to decode the message. i'm panicking because i still have to finish my mp for cs12 and i still don't even know how to do it. i need to pass the mp by sunday and i haven't done anything at all. damn... this week is really hectic. its exams after exams after exams....sucks...i'm sooooo tired already and i want to rest but i have sooooo many things to do....oh well...no choice...i'm just glad there are

hello! i'm back! i'm so happy! ^^ i'm feeling a lot better right now...^^ i survived fours exams that i took last week...^^ i'm so relieved it's done...even though i don't think i'll have a very high grade in my math exams...but that's ok...^^ i'll just try and do well on the next exams...^^ only problem i have now is to finish my machine problems for my two cmsc classes...hope i finish the cs55 mp by wednesday...which means i have to work on it by tomorrow....i need help! ^^ i haven't been able to continue watching full metal panic...i'll try and finish the remaining episodes by this week...or next week...^^ doesn't matter...i'm not in a hurry...^^ i was able to make a song! ahehehe! ^^ i liked it so much...^^ i only have to work on the bridge now...^^ oh wait...have i mentioned? we have an electric guitar! ^^ oh yeah! ^^ ok...i'm gonna have to go now...^^ i have to go to sleep...^^ i may be feeling bett

and i'm feeling lonely and sad tonight and i'm feeling i have no one with me tonight i feel like no one loves me despite the fact someone somewhere does but i'm feeling lonely and sad tonight wish i could have someone i love beside me tonight

i'm scared....nervous actually....that i won't pass our first exams....i can't study....i can't think....i can't move....i feel paralyzed....i feel like my mind has stopped working.... why can't i study?! i need to study....i need to pass....i need to do my best....i need high grades.... what i need right now is a lot of rest.... so tired... blank.... >>>alexa<<<

today was quite a tiring day but it was nice...^^ i went to school early because i had physics at 830. i hung out at the rr first and when 830 came, i went to our room. upon reaching our room, i felt weird. i went to the washroom and found out i had my period! that was bad because i wasn't able to bring a napkin. so, i ran to mercury drug to buy a pack of napkins and a pack of tissues. after putting on a napkin, i rushed back to our physics classroom. know what sucks? our teacher was absent. so, i went back to the rr with granny mikki. i liked my outfit which was why i panicked when i suddenly had my period. i was wearing a sort greyish brown flared pants, a khaki like tank top and gold kind of formal sandals. if ever i had a stain, it would be very obvious so yeah. i also couldn't walk as fast because i had my period and i was wearing sandals which i wasn't used to wearing anymore. but i was happy with my outfit. kuya carlo said i should dress up more often because i

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hello there! ^^ it's been a long time since i updated, hasn't it? anyways, i'm back! and i plan to stay! well, i'll try my best of course...school's hectic but i'll find time to do everything! and that includes updating every once in a while. ^^ well, today was fun! even though i spent most of the day in school, i had fun! it was fun! first, i went to school early, so i spent my time waiting in the dpsm reading room (rr)! it was so cozy! at around 830, i went to physics and it was fun! even though it was my first day to attend class, i understood the lesson! and the teacher was cool! she was very enthusiastic and taught us about unit vectors, which really weren't needed yet... :P after that, i went back to the rr beacause my next class was at 1530. so, while staying there, i listened to ate coriel and kuya lawrence' conversation. they were talking about kuya carlo and saying that he was gay and stuff...i didn't know that...that was very s

i went to up diliman today with granma mikki. it was...ok i guess. i mean, we didn't get lost and all. ^^ we rode the bus from up manila to philcoa. then we rode the jeepney three times, the first from philcoa to up diliman cas, the second from up diliman to philcoa, then the last, from philcoa to quezon avenue. then we rode the mrt and i got off at shaw blvd. it was scary at first but i guess it was fun. i'm probabaly gonna be scared when i'm gonna have to go there alone and go home alone but i guess i'm gonna have to get over it. i have the whole sem to go there. i just hope i won't get lost once i have to do everything alone. i think i'm gonna have to go now. 'til next time. ^^ god bless! ^^ >>>alexa<<<

harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban was great! i watched it the day it first showed (june 2) and i loved it. dan, rupert, em, and tom were great! everyone was great! alfonso cuaron did well on the movie and he really made the movie look different than before yet still keeping some aspects of the past movies that made the movie still appeal to everyone. well, that's all. ^^ gonna go now. gonna go back to school tomorrow to finish my enrollment. ja mata ne! >>>alexa<<<

today is the first day of showing harry potter prisoner of azkaban movie here...^^ i'm so happy...^^ >>>alexa<<<

here are pictures of boa. she's a korean artist but she rocks! she's knows as a japanese artist too 'coz she can sing in japanese...^^ she's the coolest ever! she's pretty, she's a great singer and she's an awesome dancer! ehehe...^^ anyways, here are the pictures...^^ >>>alexa<<<

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azurath metrion zinthos i have been having the weirdest dreams ever. it started the night before last night. i had a dream where i went to a school where all levels of education were there. meaning, from pre-school to college, you can find it there. so i went to school there and everyone was there. pop, upm family, writersblock, you name it. anyways, i dreamt that the hp cast were there too. so while i was walking in the hallway of the school waiting for classes to start, rupert and dan passed by and they were...well...hot. as in, drool material. anyways, the dream's really long but the two of them were with me in my whole adventure (there was this thing where i had to get something to offer to witches so they could cast a spell to open a portal and send back an evil ghost who i thought was a band whatever and when i met up with him, someone told me that he was really a ghost who was threatening to kidnap and kill all the girls in the school). anyways, there was this girl b