life...oh life...oh life...oh life....oh....

life is so...complicated. actually, it is more than just complicated. it is so complex that there is just no word to describe it.

according to the second law of thermodynamics, natural processes tend to move to a state of greater disorder. maybe the second law of thermodynamics talks about life to because whatever we do, things really never become less complicated. any event that happens to us only makes our lives more complicated, whether we realize it or not. i really think we should change the line "life is a rollercoaster" because, you know what, i don't think it is. maybe we can rephrase it to "life is a hurricane" or something like that.

why am i even writing all that? i'm WAY off topic.

actually, i'm not. life IS complicated. everyone we meet makes life complicated. this one person made my life more complicated than it already is. just that fact that i'm affected by what's happened to her when i'm not even supposed to know is amazing. how she can make everyone around her worry about her and love her to the point of wanting nothing but to keep her from being hurt is dumbfounding. but she's the one that makes our life complicated. i wouldn't exchange her for anything.

kes and kuya james broke up. i'm actually happy. i don't like kuya james. i sense that he is not a very good person to put it nicely. but i feel a bit of sadness for kes. she loves kuya james. a lot. well, that's what i'm led to believe by her actions and by how she's taking the break up. but i am sort of sad at how kes is acting so irrationally because of the break up. it's not the end of the world (though it must feel like it) and you've got to get over it. think of it as a test. as something to overcome. something that will help you grow into a better person. into the person god wants us to be. this is something to help you become stronger and something that would help you mature.

pain is natural. without it, we wouldn't be alive. we'd all be mindless drones laughing and smiling without knowing why we are happy. without pain, we wouldn't be able to appreciate all the good things we have. nobody wants to be hurt. if we all had our way, if the path without pain and sadness was laid before us, we'd all gladly take it. but at what price? we'd be nothing. we wouldn't be sad or hurt but neither would we be happy. only after death can we be happy without pain, but as long as we are alive, we should never close ourselves up just so we wouldn't feel pain. if you did that, you wouldn't feel anything at all. no pain, no sadness, no anger, no happiness, no love. and i think that's worse than being dead. love is the makes the fire in our hearts burn stronger giving us the will to live.

i read this quote and i think it's true. "true love begins, when you think more about the other person, then his or her reaction to you. when you dare to reveal yourself, and when you dare to be vulnerable."

i think i should start to listen to my own advice.

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