melodies of autumn

i'm supposed to be happy today...but i'm not....it's so simple yet too complicated to explain. i feel...dead...i just want to lie down and stay unmoving. yeye forwarded something to the solidfoursix mailing list. it's nice... "Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga unang taon ng dekada '90. Ito ang panahong uso pa ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa ang new millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman old fashioned. Saktong-sakto lang! Ito siguro yung mga chilhood days nyo.... Ito ang panahon natin. Pero pano mo malalaman kung kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito? Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if you're one of us. R U? 1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man, Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man at kung ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog. Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko...

yeay! i finished enrolling for the second sem yesterday...^^ i'm so happy. ^^ at long long last, i'm done...^^ and what's cool is my pe's streetdancing! yeay! a dream come true! ^^ downside though is that i have a crappy schedule. mondays i go to school at 7 and go home at 4. tuesdays, i have only one class, from 10-11. then wednesdays, i only have one class too, which is pe, from 9-11. then thursdays i go to school at 7 then go home at 5:30. then fridays, i'm at school 7am-7pm. then i have saturday classes from 10-4. urgh... anways, my friends and i got a studio pic two days ago and i turned out quite well. ^^ to think that we didn't prepare so we looked pretty normal but it turned out great. ^^ i love pictures...^^ hm...my target average for all my grades this coming sem is 2.0. a part of me believes i can do it. a part of me thinks i'll most prolly slack off and then i'd get mediocre grades again (but i would deserve that in that case). *sigh...

Misplaced Priorities can Misled a Nation "He who can take no interest in what is small will take false interest in what is great." John Ruskin Jasmine Trias visited the Philippinesvery recently. Everyone was agog waiting to welcome her. The excitement was remarkable as the media and many of our "kababayans" flocked to the airport to see her. This scenario is typical of Filipinos. Sadly, it reflects our country's misplaced priorities. Contest of the Mind. Another young girl came back to the country just a couple of weeks ago. Her name is Faye (not her real name for very sensitive reasons). Unknown to her countrymen, this eleven year old girl brought honor to the Philippines . She represented the country in the Intercontinental Science Quiz Net in Australia . Out of 57 countries represented, Faye garnered First Place for the Philippines . Germany came in second while the United States came in third. In start contrast to the hooplah extended to...

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i had so much fun at the fair at my old high school, st. paul college pasig, last night. it was so so so so so so so so so so so (i think you get my point ^^) much FUN last night at the variety show. ^^ not only because the show kicked ass, but also because it's the first time in a looooooooong time that i spent time with the pop peeps and i sooooooooo miss them! anyways, the variety show started with a performance by the preschoolers after the singing of the pambansang awit by MAC. after that, the grade school faculty gave their performance. then there was a fashion show called couture 2004 and i went on commenting on the models and their clothes (i couldn't help it! i'm sorry!). i mean, it is a fashion show and fashion shows are supposed to help you appreciate a certain style of clothes or wearing clothes or mixing up clothes. if the models can't project the clothes well, then they wouldn't make good models. i expect models to be able to bring the clothes he/s...

life is so...complicated. actually, it is more than just complicated. it is so complex that there is just no word to describe it. according to the second law of thermodynamics, natural processes tend to move to a state of greater disorder. maybe the second law of thermodynamics talks about life to because whatever we do, things really never become less complicated. any event that happens to us only makes our lives more complicated, whether we realize it or not. i really think we should change the line "life is a rollercoaster" because, you know what, i don't think it is. maybe we can rephrase it to "life is a hurricane" or something like that. why am i even writing all that? i'm WAY off topic. actually, i'm not. life IS complicated. everyone we meet makes life complicated. this one person made my life more complicated than it already is. just that fact that i'm affected by what's happened to her when i'm not even supposed to know is ...

Dream Guy Survey (more like 'really long dream guy survey') > hair colour: um...black or really dark brown > eye colour: black or really dark brown > height: taller than me but not too tall...don't want to get stiff neck... :P > six pack: rather not...i'd like him fit but not THAT fit... > piercings: nope...no piercings please... > big butt or little: medium? > teeth: straight, gapped, or with braces: um...don't care? as long as they're clean... > outgoing or shy: outgoing or shy depending on the environment... > sarcastic or sincere: sincere with a tinge of sarcasm... :P > should he have a best friend: not really should...i don't care if he does or doesn't... > should he have a lotta of guy friends: not really should...if he has lots of guy friends then that's fine with me... > should he love his mother:love not only his mum but all of his family members... > should he be older: not r...