who does she think she is?

damn her. damn. her. who does she think she is? after making us look like idiots trying to get near her, she now wants us to accept her easily. damn her.

chloe's mom talked to me. she said that she was talking to paula's mom. she told me that paula didn't want to be with us. well, nobody asked her to be with us. and paula's mom makes it look like we're in the wrong. that we're the idiots.

chloe asked paula if she wanted to go to david's family day at school. it was just for fun. paula's mom makes it look like we're begging her to let paula go. they're making it look like we're imposing ourselves on paula.

i could actually care less if she doesn't want to be with us anymore. if she needs me, i'm here. but i'm not letting her in that easily. she made chloe and i crawl on the ground trying to get near her. i expect her to at least be on her knees.

chloe and i will not look like complete idiots while she gets away with her pride and dignity. if she doesn't want to be with us. it's her choice. i've almost given up. a bit more and i'm gone.

i don't know if chloe's given up yet. i know i'm almost there. i'm hanging by a thread. i can't keep up the mask anymore. it's annoying. she's annoying. the whole thing is getting annoying.

unless she change, i doubt any plans of starting over will work. because even if we start over, the problem will still be there because she hasn't changed. i, at least, know i've changed.

if she doesn't change, i might start to think she's just using us. using us to put up a front that she has friends. anywhere. everywhere. so she won't look like a loner. a loser.

oh well. i hope thinks will go well. with or without her, i could care less. she didn't care less when she didn't want us there. she avoided us, we kept on trying. we stopped trying, she wants us to welcome her with open arms immediately. she's got another thing coming. because that won't. will never. happen.

>>>alexa<<<

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